2/01/2014

stressed

Okay, so I know I have totally neglected this here blog. I am tired. (yeah i know you are tired of hearing it...new baby...four year old...husband...blah blah blah) But I am making an effort...and I need to get this out somewhere safe so that it is no longer hanging out in my brain.

There is a certain panic that comes over me when I realize I am stressed.

In our family, I am usually the one that can put a positive spin on things when they get rough. I can take a terrible situation and make it less daunting and life ending.

When I feel like I am no longer in control, and my stress takes over I have no idea how to handle it.

We are moving in a couple months. I have wanted this move for over a year. We have outgrown our current house and need more space desperately. Since Piper has been here, I feel like we are all stepping on each other all the time. I. want. this. move. BAD.

But tonight I sat and realized that I am stressed, and my first reaction is to call the whole thing off. (It is probably good Jake and I went for the courthouse wedding....haha)

So, while I really want this bigger house and I want to enjoy the process of starting this new chapter with Jake and the girls....I am change-blocking myself. Does this happen to anyone else? Please say yes.

Until next time....


2 comments:

Amanda Wissmann said...

ugh, I totally feel you on the blogging thing. I blogged for the first time today in months. Blah!

yay on the move! and YES! Im the same. Hope you're able to enjoy every little change in the process!!!!!

Becky Dougherty said...

I think that it's perfectly normal to want something but to be stressed about it. Moving can be very difficult and stressful. Even though it's something you want and need, there's a lot that goes into it. Once the time comes and it's all over and done with, you'll be much happier. :)